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 I am writing again. 

Today I received a notification that I had a package. And I think my nervous system went shot. Somehow, the idea of losing the last little bit of you made me so sad. I had dreams of you. I thought of you. I thought of 

I thought the package was from you. 

I forgotten about this entirely but I checked our shared album. You had already left. I didn't even know this. The little stone in me sank a little lower. 

Everything feels a little heavy today.

I got coffee and checked with Raudy on the packages and they were actually for Clarisse. I didn't feel more relieved however. 

The little stone is still there. 


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