Justin,
I miss you so much. In good and bad ways. I miss telling you about my day and complaining about various scenarios while you listen and nod your head. I don't have anybody to talk about my day no more. Nobody cares.
I miss sitting on the couch with you in our beautiful apartment. The one we made into our home. Our idiotic fish, our insanely intelligent and cowardly dog, the statement wall, the kitchen with all the plants, and of course our absent roommate. I miss cuddling in bed, feeling warm and wanted and loved.
I was thinking about the one time you had jury duty, and you picked me up at Holos to have lunch with you at Willy Street. It's weird that whenever I spend time with you, I get into this floaty state, where reality isn't real anymore.
I also think of you. I saw a picture of Jeanette today since it's Allison's birthday, and all I could think of was you wanting to date her. She looked hot. I felt a pang of hate towards you again. I was thinking where else in the world that we could move so I won't see any of your weird exes, and guess what, it was nowhere in the world. Perhaps New Zealand.
I know we had something good. But I need to work on myself and you do too. I hate the fact that I have stuff at your place, that our lives were once that intertwined. And I also miss that too.
I secretly hope that one day we'll end up together, that we both meet again at the right place and the right time. I'm sorry for every negative emotion that I have evoked in you. Good night.
I miss you so much. In good and bad ways. I miss telling you about my day and complaining about various scenarios while you listen and nod your head. I don't have anybody to talk about my day no more. Nobody cares.
I miss sitting on the couch with you in our beautiful apartment. The one we made into our home. Our idiotic fish, our insanely intelligent and cowardly dog, the statement wall, the kitchen with all the plants, and of course our absent roommate. I miss cuddling in bed, feeling warm and wanted and loved.
I was thinking about the one time you had jury duty, and you picked me up at Holos to have lunch with you at Willy Street. It's weird that whenever I spend time with you, I get into this floaty state, where reality isn't real anymore.
I also think of you. I saw a picture of Jeanette today since it's Allison's birthday, and all I could think of was you wanting to date her. She looked hot. I felt a pang of hate towards you again. I was thinking where else in the world that we could move so I won't see any of your weird exes, and guess what, it was nowhere in the world. Perhaps New Zealand.
I know we had something good. But I need to work on myself and you do too. I hate the fact that I have stuff at your place, that our lives were once that intertwined. And I also miss that too.
I secretly hope that one day we'll end up together, that we both meet again at the right place and the right time. I'm sorry for every negative emotion that I have evoked in you. Good night.
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