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 I don't think I've ever felt as passionate and as inspired as I am when I'm listening to music, watching a movie or reading a book. Watching interviews too.

I think it's right. There's something that I'm good at and there's things I'm passionate in.

I think it's a lie that when you're good at something, you automatically become passionate at it.

Because things I've had an aptitude for never sparked the kind of emotion that comes when I'm doing the other things that I enjoy.

I notice that those are also activities that I consume, I need to produce.

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